Yay, the first half of my vacAtion is coming to an end in about 16 days and i feel i oughta express something about all the happenings! i really cant believe i have been outta school 4 whole months! I remember november 13th like it was yesterday.. the day i started my finals and dude i have even gotten my results to those sh*tty papers, thank God for his mercies cuz i sure did pass. I havent so much as achieved many of my goals that i had set but it mostly comes down to my migration to this strange mans land.. i think.
In these four months, i have mastered the art of loving,♥♥ giving, FORGIVENESS, caring, being loved ♥, SHOPPING,religion, putting others before me (that was the hardest to learn..lol) missing my people, and most of all always treasuring that which i have! I have also learned to survive without my friends.. yeah to some extent you guys were my world but oi i am surviving...but i still love ♥ you too bits and miss you like crazy! I have to testify that i have matured alot.. its even scary, i have learned to prioritise..(can you believe i still have no cell fone? hehehe.)
I have met many people..way too many people in this short while.The interesting, extremely boring, the loving, the lovable ones, the bitches, the hypocrites, the lustful ones, the sex starved, the pimps, the bold and the beautiful, the drug addicts, the helpuful i can only go so far in describing them! I am glad though that you have all crossed paths with me!I have had a bunch of regrets but i will always say life is too short for regrets.. of course i regret ever knowing certain people but hey they ain got no shit on me..
Yes i am still emotional and have had my fair share of tears but i have also been strengthened. I have learned that i am one of those people who revolves people's worlds when they talk about me... make any sense? nah.. i will rephrase.. people derive joy out of having long pointless conversations involving my name! lol.
I finally decided get rid of this whole single status business after months and months... well it (the relationship) was short lived but it sure had been a while and i am always looking at the bright side of whatever went down! In these four months i have been linked to a bunch of guys, the *millionare's son (:-) ), the preacher's kid, the aspiring musician, the Pisces, the wierd dude, the obsessed one, one of my best of friends, the ultimate GEEK, mr.BOring, mr. caniborrowyourlighter (dude, i dont smoke) and of all these i have had a real connection with only one of them.. yeah i dont pride in multi tasking boys!
The fun times sure have existed... our last gurls day out.. oi i miss you guys!!! al zawadi, cheese bar, fusion nine, and basically being with my siblings!!! i love you guys!! ♥♥♥
I know not what the future has in store for me but i am learning to be optimistic, yeah sometimes we dont always get what we want but by the grace of God, we some how manage. I believe that my next part will be filled with loadsa smilies as i'm hoping the last half is going to be a better and funner half.♥Watch this space for part 2!
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Post already! you've had a long enough holiday. i hope u're fine. still smiling
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