The Cold Within!

as i stand at the edge,
looking around me, i focus
on so much, this far has brought me.
taking a peek below, i shudder to think
that at the bottom of the deep engulfing darkness,
my destiny is held.

to many, this may sound like a crazy philosophy
but for sure the cold within does kill.
a feeling so deep and hard to explain
all feels like I'm caught in none,
none other than the ice age.

as i shiver despite the warm sunshine
i alone know how cold i feel
so empty deep down inside
i wish it was all different;
and not cold at all.

the time is now the time to go
oh yes i gots to meet the end
and soon when you all gather to mourn,
don't wonder at what got the best of me,
always know it was the COLD WITH IN!